06-10-2010, 08:33 AM
I won't lie. Last night and even in brief moments this morning I was ecstatic as a (lapsed) fan of the Hawks, but they still rank #4 as far as teams that I care most about. It is gonna sound really selfish in an otherwise happy time like this, but I am starting to feel more embarrassed than usual as a Cubs fan, and that is saying a lot. Seeing those people gathered on Clark and Addison made me a little angry, not necessarily toward the fans, but because for a half second, I tricked myself into believing that it will happen next for us, but it never will. Reality is a sonafabitch.